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It’s 4:02 in the morning, and I’ve been having some serious problems sleeping, so I figured I’d write about a few things that have been on my mind. How is that you can feel so alone when you’re surrounded by a crowd? How is it that someone can smile to your face but then stab you in the back? How can you have everything one day, but then wake up with nothing at all? How can someone live every single day constantly lying, and betraying everyone around them? How can you destroy so many bonds and hurt so many people and still walk around on this Earth as if nothing was wrong? How can you use so many peoples lives for your own gain and act as if you’re the innocent one?

Why is it that people desire love so badly? What is it about a single kiss that can make it seem as if nothing in this world was evil? Why is it that a hug can make a person feel so much better, but a single lie can destroy that person’s heart, mind, and soul? Why is it that a smile is so warming that it can set a person’s mind at ease, but a frown can bring tears to that same person’s face and devour them with misery and despair? Why am I losing so much sleep over these things?

I know I’m not alone and I have so many people that care about me, but for some reason I just feel as if something is missing and I can’t exactly put my finger on it. But whatever it is that’s missing I really hope that I find it as soon as possible. It’s 4:06 in the morning, and I’m writing this stuff on Facebook. I must be insane.